Haven't done this in quite a while....
We're reaching the end of 2011! Thank goodness. This year has been nothing but vigorous for me. (emotional wise). I've learned quite a lot about myself, though. One thing is that I'm prone to get attached to people easily, and that's never good in the end. And another thing is, I'm very temperamental, emotional and a bomb waiting to explode. I have these little episodes where I can't seem to handle something so I start breathing heavily and crying. It frightens me a bit. My sister caught me once and I went chaotic on her. (I could have gotten nominated for an Oscar with that performance). Also, I've been very closed with people who want to get to know me better. I've been asked on dates, asked to hang out and just to plain socialize, but I can't seem to do it because it's not with people I know. I'm not good at making friends, and it's been very difficult. I'll only go somewhere if it's with old high school/middle school friends. Like with my "best friend" who isn't such a best friend anymore. I need to stop hurting so much over that. I just miss my old friend so much, but she's met new people who are probably much more fun than mopey, old me. I haven't changed at all this year. I'm still this quiet girl....which is something I will always loathe.
I have high hopes and wishes for 2012. I hope it brings new friendships, love, success, and best of all--- MORE CONCERTS. :)
